wondering if I have what it takes to entertain you.....
wondering if 'entertain' is quite the right word!
I'm not sure that writing here is how I imagined it would be, in all the many months of blog reading I have done.
Lately I have been doing much reading and a little exploring. I have caught up with all the people I am following and others who are following me.
I am happy to be here, right now. Life is moving along and slowly we are moving forwards.
It's okay. This is my rythym. This is what I can do.
I worry that I may only be a reader and a dreamer of what I want to do.
Reading about other peoples lives has moved me to change parts of my life and want to create more.
My life has opened up.
Sometimes I feel a little stuck. I want to make things happen. I am looking for inspiration.
I'm not sure.
I'm not lost, just trying to trust that I'll find my way.
I'm not sure what my way is.
I need more 'YES' moments in my life. Yes this feels good moments.
I want to create.
I need to find out what makes me tick.
I need to meet more fun and creative people.
I miss my Mum. I miss her energy. She was my number one fan and support and a kind lady.
I think personally I have been on hold for a longtime.
I need to be okay with where I am now.
Maybe I need to be in the 'real' world a bit more.
I wonder if I can find the part of me you would like to read about, more to the point, that I would like to read about.....!
I feel that expressing what is true now is a good place to start.
Thanks for reading.
p.s. My 52 weeks of happy are in this post. Spotted on my travels this week. x