Clearing

This space belongs to me!

I claim this space, radiating out in all directions,

here and now,

free from the links and knots and ties

that bind us and control us

trying to own this moment, trying to dictate where I put my thoughts, my actions, my words.

Well be quiet damn it,

this is my moment

and you are not me......

and I need to find me first

to connect with myself, my thoughts, my wishes, my needs

this is my one whole life and you cannot have it.

I need to find my mission, 

and where it leads me.

I am sorry I cannot please, and I cannot always be there or respond.

I cannot harbour or store anymore things

or I can't see my life under it all......

and my life is under it all somewhere.

and if I cannot see the resounding truth

and integrity of my connection with every choice I am making,

if I cannot make it flow,

I will have to be prepared to let go of it

because I'm underneath it all somewhere.